...wHo is tHis guRL...

2006-08-10T08:11:00.000+08:00

for those who still do not get it,

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2006-08-09T10:26:00.000+08:00

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sat

2006-08-06T20:23:00.000+08:00

dun wana make things worse.. so im not really gna post much bout saturdae. it was fun though. waterworks and all tt. : D k. erm. yepps. went out on friday. bought clothes fer national day! red and white. really look like singapore flag. ahaha. sigh took neos too!

hahha/ k. quite lame. yepps. thats bout all i gota blog today. will upload the pics we took at sci centre asap too!! they are friggin cute! : D

blahblah

2006-08-01T08:21:00.000+08:00

hie! haha. yeah. we are skipping morning jog for some moe survey thingy.. : D lol... other classes got to run 2 rounds and we get to skip.. YAY!!!!! hhahaahahs. then next is PE. so fun. ok.. i sorta realise that i havent been blogging.. laldidum.

so bored, haiz. others are like on friendster or smth.... haiz.. i can hear shuhuei's voice . as usual :/ nth else to say. on sat going science centre.. ky going fer sports trip. sigh. so she wld be skipping it.

my picture of the day : D

SHIT. teacher says need to go already. :( sigh.

oh : D we don't nid to go!! YAY ok.. im bored of here. going friendster :)

boo

2006-07-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

AHHHH! freaking history test tmrw, mayors on sat, and many many more tests to go!!
hmph... so sad. : O so many things to do. and yea. im doing my science reflection now, while at the same time typing here. im trying to get 'inspiration' frm this [somehow. coz i have absolutely no idea why this could give me 'inspiration', but oh wells!] :S OK. i know i shldnt be wasting my time here [or maybe i shld ^^] but i suddeenly realised i have not touched my blog for dead long so yea. :) i've came to visit!!!!!! singapore idol is showing on tv... gna go catch it!

LOVES,
dear me :)

school reopens

2006-06-26T18:34:00.000+08:00

school reopens :O

dun feel like bloggin so much today.

just blogged for the sake of it .

sch reopens. ...

projects not done, hw not commpleted, sigh. i hate sch now i guess. i overslept today.... cant wake up.. only woke at 6.50 and rushed like mad to sch but still made it.. duh~ yea. thats bout all. feeling tired and lethargic now.

wna go eat already .. YAY!

FOOD MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND

she's the mann

2006-06-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

hehez. guess. wad?? yepps!! i finally watch it... SHE'S THE MAN !!

IT RAWKS!!! ahhhhh!! lol.. ok ( : went out with rena, bei, jiemin, and jiemin's sis ( :

it was soo fun!! lol. DUKE IT SOO HOT!! omg! :DD

ok.. will update ltr ( :

MAYORS DEBATE

2006-06-06T17:36:00.000+08:00

today shall be the day i post abt mayors workshoppe for both yesterday and today..

(:finally i gt time to post ya? cause hmm. duh? i mean.. i was like soo busy the past few days preparing for mayors. but the fact still lies that jolly is the one that helped me through it alot!! ( : damn happy!! :D THNX JOLLY!!

kkaes. yesterday..hm. woke up at round 6.30.. den met claire at 7.10 cause my dear claire is late. we had tau hui as breakfast.. and there were like stupid flies all over so we hesitated for a while.. hahaz. and then we realize that the air-con ther is like giving off "visible air" or smth??? claire thinks its smoke. but i still think its water vapour! kkae..den we threw awaay the other half container of our tau hui cause we suddenly have no appetite.. so in order to make sure claire gets a gd breakfast, we went to macs to see if there's anything to fill her stomache. (: kk.. thats bout breakfast.. den we took 269 to ajc. met up with jolly and shanna. went in.. register and stuff. we actually thought tt the sch was like damn empty can??!! cause there's like pratically no one outside there.. so yepps. but then when we register, the 1st damn thing we know is this - we are going to split up !! AHHHHHH!! NONONONONONO!! ) :
o-kay.. so after the spliting part is over, we went to this room and saw like really wierd pepes there. [frm many diff schs duh?!] yepp. and erm.. i think we were quite early .. lol :D so.. when we were there it was like freakin quiet!!! i mean ..nobody was like talking can?? so the only means of communication. .. ... .SMSES!! like duh? its abit wierd to just walk up to the rest of your team when everyone is, and start talking right?? yepp. so me and claire were like constantly smsing. (: - she kept me alive! yar.. than we realize there was this guy frm orchird park tt look damn familiar.if me and claire are not wrong, we think tt he's the guy we met last year.. at the N6 cluster storytelling camp. lol. claire actually wanted to say hi.. but then decided not too!! haahz.
yepp.. thats bout it till we went for workshops .. we had erm.. structure workshops, POIing workshops.. and falacies and all those basics stuff la.. but i really couldnt wait for lunch cause im damn hungry duh?! i only had maybe1/3 container of tau hui.. which is like drinking plain soya bean or smth so im vry hungry.. lunch was quite ok la.. except for the bean sprouts!! hate em.. but i think jolly likes it so i just passed them to her! hex(: . but i like the fishball like thing!! al of us agree that the chillli tastes like orange bowl's chilli lor!! yepp. so after lunch was.. [sadly] more workshopps again!! i was like AHHHHHHHHH!!!! omg. im like... why are they teaching us this??? whew. so yepps. then after the whole thing, went home with claire.. and tts boutit for yesterday.

now on to TODAY!! the big day. today was ranking round. damn nervous.. me claire and steph met first then we meet jolly and shanna at ajc.. so yepps. then we had pratice and stuff. went to the room. realised we were quite early again.. then we gt our pairing up.. i was like "plz give us a opp.. plz gif us a opp" and true enuff we were, and our prop is hougang sec. then suddenly i was like oh crap!! if we are opp means i got to do rebuttals. i was like S-H-I-T ! yar.. then lucky jolly and claire was there to help me. if not i could have died!! but in the end i think i did. ok.. but to our surprise, we haf an 1hr caseset!! i was like .. WHAA?? i thought this is like supposed to be a prepared debate?? lol. yepps. so anw, we spent 1hr preparing.. but seriously.. we were not really preparing !! it was much more like gossiping and laughhing :D lol. so yea. after 1hr. we went upstairs to the room.. we realised tt our adjudicator, was the freakin tall guy tt taught us POIs for the workshop.. so yepps. i was 1st opp.jolly 2nd followed by claire.. ohya!did i say tt sonya and deborah came??!
hex. so yepps! it was quite a nice debate i think.. (: but for me, i spoke damn fast!!! so it ended up, my whole speach was only just nice 7 mins or around there.. i was like OMG when the time is 6 mins only and im almost at the conclusion already!! i was like AHHHHH!! so, i crapped the whole concluion.. i mean. i crapped more stuff to it.. like i kept re-summarizing and re-summarizing and like. er therefore we shld.. *cough cough. make 3rd language *clears throat .. optional .. as we have already proven to you that (resummarize and resummarize).. HAHZ. so in the end i crapped. and the timing was like crapp too. the prop didnt really give POIs in the 1st place. i think they only gave one to me?? but poor jolly and claire.. they have like completely no POIs!! so yepp. they purposely tumbled and fumbled to make the time longer.. and in the end, the motion fall-ed. so yepps.. we were kinda happy ( : then after tt we went northpoint.. it was a direct bus there and uhuh we had lunch at KFC ( : it was fun la.. we gossiped again. and then there are really wierd ppl outside and next to claire. hahaz. it was soo funi!! hex. i think i laughed till my cheeck hurts!! AHHHHHH!! ( : yar. then ltr was really pointless.. we walked round and stuff.. w/o aims so we were like just going anywhere..

yepps.. tts really bout all!! :D conclusion: SOMETIMES THINGS CAN BE DAMN FUN WITH A DIFF PERSPETIVE!! (: lol. i gtg now!

*PLOPing my way outa here!! XD

OUCH!

2006-05-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

HELLOZ. pierced my ears today.. ouch! it hurts. ):
went out wif bei, ky, melissa, fiona and vic. (:
the gun looked like a staple. at least thats wad i thought..
kkaes. hafta go and do my speech for the upcoming mayor's debate now.
ITS GONA BE A MESSY AND BUSY HOLIDAY.

ADIOS! :)

unlucky i guess

2006-05-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

today was like damn crap..
seriously.. all's like not going that well.. :(
even after the whole debate!!
hmm. PRATICALLY THE WHOLE DAY!!

LOTS OF PPL WENT FREAKIN PISSED!

SHUHUEI IS LYK THE NICEST PERSON ON EARTH!!! :D ARHHH!!! SERIOUSLY!!
lol. :) SHES JUZ FREAKIN NICE LA!! :D
SHUHUEI, I LOVE YOU!! XD

yepp. changed blog.. changed pratically the whole thing.. cause i hate that url!! lol!! :D

sigh. nth to do now.. going friendster.. nth much:(
going little india on mon. AGAIN!!
its like every year la.. last yr. last last yr. last last last yr. omg this freakin sch .. :( haiz.. last time it was all over zoo and bird park.. now little india and chinatown.. OMG!!! :( im gonna buy damn lotsta tidbits as usual!! :D [now tts wad the whole thing's about!!] kk.. trying to go slp already. its not too early y'know! hahaz. A GROWING CHILD NEEDS SLEEP OK?! lol.. :) kkaes . bubyes!!

walnutzy

2006-05-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

YOZ!!
LOL. WENT OUT TODAE WIF RENA AND XIU!! ><>

SAW ALEX AT KALMS IN TAKA! SO PRETTY ^^

OHYA!! MOST IMPORTANT!! ME AND SHUHUEI MADE A NEW BLOGGIE!! :D FOR THE 2 OF US! NOW IM WALNUTZY, SHUHUEI IS HAZELNUTZY, AND WE ARE THE NUTZYS! :D LOL. ACTUALLY ITS SORTA LIKE SARAHS IDEA!! SO YEPPS!! AND THE URL IS HTTP://LITTLEPEOPLE-WITHBIGHEADS.BLOGSPOT.COM SHUHUEI THOUGHT OF IT!! SHE'S SO SMART YEA?!

ANYWAYS, NOW THAT I AM INCLUDED IN 2 BLOGS,IT MENS TT I WLD BE POSTING EVEN LESS OFTEN. I KNOW. SO SAD RIGHT? [*SOBS]. LOL

OMG I THINK THIS WLD BE MY MOST COLOURFUL POST EVER!! LOL. XD

tt day

2006-04-24T17:44:00.000+08:00

helloz!!
srry.. didnt update on saturday coz too tired when i reached home.
and on sunday i was doing macbeth so didnt update too! XD

anyways.. abt the debate...
we erms.. won nanyang!!! YAY!!!
but it was only quite ok.. but i like the part where deborah said about the fairy wand and wishes though!!
i LOVE the whole point about the "green spirit" ! lol
to jolly and steph: you guys were GREAT man!!! :)
even though we lost for the other two debates, it was still quite ok.. HAHAZ.
cause the other two was JCs ...
i think some judges are bias.. just because the other schools are JCs means that they are definitely better right?!
i mean like.. duh?!ts like so wierd.. whenever we think that we wld win or win by alot, its always either we lost or we just won by a slight margin.. -_-"
its like.. the opposite!!!!

anyways, i love them~!!!!! they did a great job!!! :)
i like dinner though.. XD

we went to holland v. to haf our dinner..
den went home quite early coz claire wanna go northpoint..
but in the end didnt :D
so we were croosingthe overhead bridge and saw a realli NICE sunset!!!
it was soo coool!! its like the whole sky is a shade of dark yellow to orange to a kind of pink den to purplelish!! ^^ it was soo NICE!!

ohya. we heard bout a staight bus frm holland v. to dobhy ghout but halfway there we realise we were in orchard so we might as well go down frm there. so in the end we stopped at orchard, just opposite wisma!! YAY!!
so, we were realli naughty!! :D we.. JAYWALKED!!! i mean like at other places its quite ok to jaywalk but at orchard road??!!! hmm... hahaz. yupps! so in the end we jaywalked and there was this stupid lorry that was beeping at us when we were not even like on the road..(that stupid lorry!!) it scared the damn outa me!! lol.. this reminds me of the time when me and steph actually jaywalked and the lorry was so near us.. *phew the thought of that scares me!!

yupps. den we went home la!! claire actually wanted to stop at yio chu kand budden decided to stop at amk wif me!! yupps so took 265 home and she took 269.. reached home at round.. crap. i forgotten!! XD yar but first thing i did was to lie down on my bed!!!! hahaz. i was like damn tired.. :)
haiz. hafta go do serious work now.. haf to research :( will update soon bout y14!! YAY! so excited!! :D. yupps. so loong!! bYeZ! XD

2006-04-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

ellos! :D

today was fun?!
lol.. seriously.. erm.. first, lets talk abt debate.
erms.. we had audits. AGAIN. but i think this shld be the last one already so yupps.
erms, motion was THW train all students performing arts..
i think i sucked :(
seriously!! i mean.. i cant do debate :(

i was on the prop side wif jolly and claire.
opp was shanna as 1st speaker, den sancia den steph..
i was 1st prop. :(which is always the case.
luckkily i had jolly and claire wif me!!
if not i wld haf died even more horribly! *phew :)
anyways it was quite ok.
but later did we find out that there was another

'interview'

so i died again. :D

they went according to the debate order so i was first :(

erms.. i seriously think i wldnt get into y14..

as in like DUH? i suck at debating?!

XD but i'll still try my best.

"I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!"

lol. sounds like someone we know eh?!

anyways tell you wassup for saturday..
erms. british council!! so excited!!!!!!
ARRHHHHHHH!!!! XD
:# oops! :D heheeez...
thinkin of gettin them flowers!! *secret!!
askin shanna to get some!! since its jolly's and steph's first time!!!
lol. so exciting huh?! hahaz. XD
its at ACJC.. so FAR AWAY!!! :(
but still, IM EXCITED~!!!!! XP
i shld be updating on sat.. sigh, muz prepare ld shirt ..
YAY!! at least its better than sch u..
but still haf to wear pinafore over..

okaes.. tts abt it.. i wld update you soon..
and obviously abt the debate tooo! :D

sayonara!! :)

2006-04-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

heyz. im here again!! :))))))
time for the records!! eheheheh

WELCOME TO THE KAILI BOOK OF RECORDS,

first on the list is the family of (drummroll!!) ..
the family of ssshhhhsss!!!
mr science sshhh- record:38 sshhs in a period!!
mrs shhh*- record:24 sshhs in a period!!
[*i shouldn't say who!! XD]

next is the softest and most gentle award!!...
it goes to.. (drumroll!!)..
mdm armpit hair*!! record:the most visible armpit hair everyday:)
[*ppl in 1w05 knows who!!]

then there is the loveliest chocolate giver..
it goes to..(drumroll)...
mdm wong!! record:the nicest chocolate giver who started it all
and dun forget there is a runner-up..
mr sshhhh!! record:given whole packets of m&m's!! :D

ok. thats all for the update..
i shall put a pg of my diary to end the day!
:))))))))))))))

nice rite?? yarr i know!! XD

f u c k

2006-03-25T14:31:00.000+08:00

WTH!!!
aRRHHH!! im like so damn pissed.. oh god.. whats going on?! SOMEONE PLZ TELL ME!!! first we realize we got a STUPID panel of judges. den we realize they are indeed freakin stupid especially senior macbeth who so sooo SOOO strongly think that STYLE>CONTENT ok?! PLZ tell me.. style more than content? i think senior macbeth seriously got a problem.

i was like WHAT?! when i heard the stupid adjudicator's results... oh god.. i mean. this guy from UWC actually got like best speaker for what???? reading out rebuttals for the whole 5 mins??!! whats this??? and what i cant understand even if senior macbeth goes wif the style and all.. HOW COULD THEY WIN??? look at the first speaker.. its like erms here and erms there and everything!! she dosent even looked like she prepared for it.. and i dun hafta mention the third speaker.. :(

but still, im like furious!! not with UWC but wif stupid old macbeth and ____ ,_____ :((((((((((

pff* realli pissed.. i think the __s are like either mentally gone or smth..

and now.. sigh. there goes semi's...
but nvm.. i think we are gonna ROCK TOTALLY in british council..

new bloggie

2006-03-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

hello!! hahahz.. just found out that i didn' post for like 2 whole months!! ok/... maybe three months??

anyways.. updating..
erm.. 1st, for JGs!! we beat scgs! hahaz. okok.. its not that bad la.. and erm.. it was quite exciting
ok. i'll stop being so.. erhem..
den so happy seniors are debating against United World College tomorrow.. gonna watch it..
gonna meet SC again.. reaction: dots

ohya!! seniors updated us abt the british council debate comming up..
now in the lab.. jolly and steph now doing the audit[so SCARY!]
i dun mind getting in and i dun mind not gettin in :)
hahaz.. but i dun think i can get in in the first place..

ohya.. if till now, you haven realised, i changed mee skin already!!
nice? ok.. if its not nice you haf wierd taste. hehehheheh [evil]
anyways vry excited bout tmrw.. the debate..
as in like its quite cool gettin in to the quat. finals!! XD

ohya!! NAPFA is commin up... :S
HELP ME!!! i dun think i can like run 2.4 la!
and den the pull ups changed to 3 pull ups to pass!!!!!
oh god.. at least i got a gold for last year's NAPFA!!! :D

hahaz.. gtg gossip now!!
my fellow CCA mates are like gossiping like siao!!
hahahaz... byezz XD

whoah

2006-01-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

hello.hello.hello.hello!! hahahaaz.. :) so long never post le!! its like around weeks. and this blog is already dying!! hahahaaz. just changed skin!! dun wannna bother trying to make my own so... haahaz. okaes..hmmm. school was ok.. but not as nice as last year though!! SABRINA was here supprisingly though and there's more frm wisdom.... we haf ms lee as our form teacher.. and then there's cca fair.. we didn't really decide on what to be and stuff so..it was pretty last minute and we decided miming. well thatsabt it and there's alot more. but since my dear sister is rushing me to finishi haf to end this now!! byezzzz.

-holidaes-

2005-11-09T15:00:00.000+08:00

haiz. holidaee le... but its abit boring!! nth much to do!!! haiz... haven't posted for really long time [i think]. now thinking of wad to do!! i haf no idea why im always so bored!! but holidays are supposed to be fun and FUN!! hahaz... shld i change skin??? i think im bored of this le..sunnore holidae le so muz change to a holidae skin!!! hahaz.. this holiday maybe goin hongkong. but most probably not le coz nid injection and somemore disneyland vry small and will bee bry crowded! den maybee we goin korea ski!!! hmmm... but mum soo long still haven book yet!! i scared afterwards can't even go coz later all the tickets all booked le.. :( hope it dosen't happen!! haiz.haiz & haiz again!! life is lyk boring!! resorted to maple and runescape!! hahaz. quite fun actually!! :D kept life not tt boring! hahaz. lucky got rena.. if not i'll be lyk dead l o n g a g o hahaz. now me marietta and beibei maybe goin eastcoast rollrblade!! keeyuen can't make it.. den another day all 4 of us go watvh movie... ["just like heaven" i think] but i wanna watch chiken little and sky high!! arhhhhh!! haiz.. kk... go look 4 other skins le.. bubyes!

-day out!

2005-10-15T14:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun!!!!!

haha... went out wif rena... and fiona coz she supposedly meeting beibei at PS also. so come along... hehehez... first... wen on the mrt... got see this lady who did not button her jeans.. hahahahahaz .. told fiona and rena... rena said.. perhaps shes too fat to button... hahahaz... funni.. dunt you think so? hahahahz... some more she go and... flirt... hahaahahahahhazzaahahaahzz ...ten.. the guy standin behind one dunno whether ish boifren or not but anewaes... he go n hug hug her and they tok tok.. i was lyk "oops" .. coz maybe tt one the boyfren then overheard us.. hahahahz.. anyways... afterdat.. we reached plaza sing and fiona actually wanted us to wait for beibei then me and rena dunt want.. so we wanted to go 1st .. budden fiona dun want to be left there waiting so oso follow go lor..

den..went to buy movie ticket.. watchin corpse bride.. hehe.. bought the one at 3 with some persuation... den saw jiemin's brother wif his fren..i think.. dennnnn ..WE WENT TO PLAY ARCADE!!!! haha.. played the dancing thing.. den some versus game... FUNNNN!!!.. den...feelin bored and blah.. we decided to walk around... then hungry.. so went swensens... ate some breaded hicken meniure haha.. can't finish.. but who cares.. den smth happen in the restaurant.. got one aunty go lyk "i wanna see your manager.. " obvioously.. we didnt give a damn..

den fiona called beibei and they are dunno where so we decided to go take neoprints... fiona dun wan.. so onli mee and rena... (other time then scan in) hehehex.. then we saw.. guess who?? guess wad?? alex, christine, justine, weiling and dawn... (did i miss out someone?? k.. i think tts it.. ) whoa.. so coincidental!! then rena was hiding behind the wall.. she was lk.. ARRRHHHH!! hahahaz.. funni...

then wentta watched movie.. CORPSE BRIDE!!!! quite nice actually.. ok.. its abt the living AND the dead... though the living looks more dead.. and the dead looks more living.. hahahahhaz.. then afterdat went home wif rena... haha.. fiona decided to go wif beibei.. haha .. OHYA.. and we met beibei when playin arcade tt time.. hahaz then she went off .. POOOOF!! hahaz.

YESTURDAE..

WAS FUN!

-we win!! wisdom!!!

2005-10-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

YAY!!

YAY!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT?!

WE WON!!!

GAMES CARNIVAL 2005 SEC 1 CHAMPION!!!

WOOOHOOOOO

WISDOM!!! WE ROCK!!!

haha... we were lyk cheering and cheering out there whether sun or rain!!! and the players juz played and played and they rockk!! they are reallli good!!! haha.... for captian's ball... we WON!!! and for table tennis... we WON too!!! and for floor ball... we WON again!!!! not bad eh... haha this is sooo cooollll!!!!! ok... i watched most of it for captian's ball... HAHA.. IT WAS GREAT!! REALLY!!! sharrie was good..so was alex and michelle and joan and shanna and chris... !!! and so we won!!! it was also quite hilarious... haha... for one... michelle and alex... whoa.. you shld haf seen... alex threw the ball... and the opponnt supposing she was quite far frm the goal... didn't defend... then... the ball also looked like it wouldn't make it.. but michelle went like swoop dowwnnn and caught the ball!! whoah pro.. she actually got it!! then we were lyk cheerin and laughin... hahahahax...then semi finals was quite ok.. it was close... then we had finals.. its ours wif truth.. then omost the whole row waas filled wif our class supporting.. if not the rest was wif floor ball and table tennis.. then playin wif truth was also quite close ... they were oso realli good!!! haha.. and then we won!!!

then.. we went to support the others for their finals... table tennis first.. whoa.. dorcas and isabella were lyk pro man.. really pro..they won.. doubles for finals..!! i didn't know isabella cld play table tennis.. anyways.. there was yee yin also... whoa.. she reall good.. keep smackin... and then win... singles! then rebecca and kee yuen... kee yuen was really good and because ofall these gdgdgd players.. we won for table tennis too!!!

then when we were cheering for them ... suddenly we were lyk... oh!!! floor ball oso.. so, we went down to the hockey pitch to support them.. the area for floor ball was realli small..little bit little bit out.. then kk.. it was a draw...(i think) .. so they had this 'decidin' match... its lyk cool... three ppl frm each team is given a chance to goal.. who get most obviously wins.. caral was the goal keeper... a realli gd one.. she blocked lyk almost all la!! then there was yong mei, annice and sabrina.. yong mei scored hers.. woohoo.. then annice didn't.. but it was ok.. she did realli well in the game. then there was sabrina.. the last one.. veryone was lyk sooo scared la.. cos that wld e the last one.. then.. sabrina scored!!! yAY!!!

and because of all those gd players out there and all the class support.. we won!! YAY!! haha.. overall... we won.. sec1.. phew... tired runnin abt supportin ppl... haha... tired... but guess the players are even more tired.. haha.. lucky today got no LD....

- off to sleep :D
[ ....it was a good day...]

-new skin

2005-10-06T17:37:00.000+08:00

heeheeezz cute? found it on the web.. haha.. its lyk the cat had juz finished showering or smth lyk tt... hahaz.. MIAOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!

hehe.. anyways.. changed skin!! nice? i changed it lyk yesterdae while blog hoppin and saw some skins quite cool then mine sooo ugly so decided to change skin!! (: not bad rite? hehex... *ywanz... tired ... juz came back frm LD.... it was cool.. me, sancia, jolly and shuhuei started on our script.. quite cool.. abt a gurl stabing another coz of a guy! hehex.. dun realli get it but still.. haha.. everythin in Ld was normal.. actually, quite boring.. oh. and one thing... i just found out that im gonna start debate on wk.6 !!! ARHHHH!!! i lyk joined LD sooooo because of drama... and now.. i must do debate till the end of the year... i'll onli get out of it if i do real badly.. but i don't really detest debate.. its ok.. but still .. ARGHHHH!! dun wanna think le.. tired... wanna go watch tv.. hehe :D .. adios!! (:

bad

2005-09-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

haiz.. mrs foong still haven gif back maths paper... haiz!! i can't wait!! ARHHH!! anyways... sure know that i'll FAIL!! desperately!! ARHHHH!!! forget it! im not gonna put myself into much depression...haiz...
yesterday i was sick... the doctor even tot i had dengue!! i was like f*k NO! and then i lyk when home and was FORCED to sleep the whole day... which actually meant no competer and all.. but still.... hehe... then today...i actually didn't wanna go sch.. but then after thinkin i decided to go .. as stayin at home means sleepin for 5 whole hours AGAIN! the worst thing is when i reached sch.. i found out tt i didn't do my homeworrk!! which includes D&T reflection, chinese compre... science project, history WB!! so i was lyk.. SHIT!! shldn't haf gone to sch!!! [the good thing is.. luckilly i didn't get scolded (: ] [but then again... the bad thing is.. i haf to finish them all by today!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! ]

hehe.. then... today, i was noty again.. hehex.. then i decided... TO CREATE MY OWN BLOGGIE SKIN!! hehe.. after few hours i finally completed!! nice?? hehe.. its frm my *inspirational tots abt some quirky wierd stuff....... hehe.. OOPS!! too late le!! GTG sleep! - tag pweaz! :D

dfs

2005-09-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

die!! die die!!ARHHHHH!!die!! maths common test sure fail.. sigh... haiz.. if fail die!! arrrrrrrrrhhhh!!! ....... tang jie promised to bring me wif her to go spain!!! "^^" yay!!!! she goin there study... juz nice durin holidayz... yay!! i can go there play!! yay!! but only fer one week lor.. haiz...hehe but still ....yay!! haiz.. now think abt common test can cry le... so sad..... haiz.. if this term's ppr no good then get scolding le... haiz.. whee~ goin learn ting xie later.. haiz.. bored... but still un feel like learnin... so sianz... haiz.... today got chocolates again... chinese teacher gif wan. haiz.. she so nice hor.. haha.. almost everytime gif chocolates..haha.. our class also everytime ask for chocolates onez... haha...hmm.. ARHHHH die! need to learn ting xie le.. haiz.. "-_-"

todaez

2005-09-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

today sch open house!!! i had morning shift as tour guide .... *blah... the parents came and we were supposed to intro them abt diff. subjects.. then one of the parent was lyk.. "hmm... the total surface area shld be at the other side right instead of this side?" [while at the maths section] ...and then i was like.... walao not even she do wan lah!! haha.. besides i dun know anything abt tt section as it was onli done by the charity girls...

then... after the morning shift was our LD performance ... we are performing this poetry thing.. and i kinda like forgotten my lines!!! i was like OMG..... its like before the whole thing.. mrs. sushila was like "voice projection girls... voice projection is very important.." so... when i looked at her.. i was like.. voice projection running thru my head.... and then like i fumbled ..lah... instead of "amazing how easy it was to hide the fact that we brought it all under their noses before putting them under the tree later..." i said " amazing how easy it was to hide the fact that we brought it all under their noses (pause[i paused ok!!! i paused!! arhhhh!!) and then dun let them know..." and i was like SHITTTT!!! arhhh! haha and lucky we werent like performing to real public or smth... its like juz sch girls..haha... mag threw the wine glass like across the stage or smth.. haha (lucky it was not glass though....)

blah!! now im like dead tired!! bored and stuff... realli!! arhhh!!! no ones online!! sadsad... haha.. sighs...

sorry

2005-08-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

Being betrayed and backstabbed by your ‘closest friends’ are actually quite bad...hmm, [I kinda want to get rid of that feeling though]... though it would hurt you deeply...it would only last for a while… haha…when you actually think back.. you’ll laugh at yourself by being angry...why be angry when you should be happy finding out the truth instead of just being blinded by the cover.. I should be glad that I know if they are really true friends but .. I still would want to say something to them... ...

Sorry if I did anything wrong. ..Sorry if I bitched you.,
Sorry if I made you feel upset...Sorry if I had wronged you,
Thanks for being my friend ,and for always being there for me...
thanks for your laughter which brought much joy to me..
though you had really hated me, you were still my friend...
so, I still wanna say.... Some sorry and some thanks...

-now I fell much better!!!

OMG

2005-08-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

now i really hope that fantasies could be realities...
i hope that the word "unhappy" would be deleted form my dictionary..

yaya

2005-08-17T17:16:00.000+08:00

yay!! finally i changed my post..!! last one quite ugly le ...so
decide to change bloggskin!! yay!!! nice?? kinda like it!! yay!! oh..
pls.. tagg!!

upset

2005-07-28T18:06:00.000+08:00

hurt too deeply like im already dead.....

hurt too deeply like im invisible....

hurt too deeply like a knife stabbing me..

hurt too deeply like im just an illusion.......

the body is left..

the soul is gone.....

the heart is there....

but it seemed to haf stopped...

back in the deep shadows of my heart...

a seed is there... trying to grow...

but there's no sunlight.. so it wouldn't even show..

burried there.. like its never seen before...

-cry-

...

2005-07-22T15:11:00.000+08:00

surprisingly....i posted...now in sch librar trying to "do my work". hmm... feel like writing a poem!! ARRHHH!!! okok can't help myself liaoz............muz write poem!!!

hurt

hurt a word undescribable...
hurt a feeling unmountable...
hurt is not what you would want to feel.........
hurt....is.....unpredictable...........

hahaz done! really short poem....haha...tt it couldn't even be really called a poem!

ok.........erm.......got maths HW and lit. *sigh......... haha should i say or should i not say........haiz i actually juz wanna post as....smth else........but juz decided not to....... to actually really prevent misunderstanding and confusion. oh wells since got nth to really actually post abt.......betta do my work liaoz.......sigh... but firs, one last "poem".......

are prolems supposed to be kept in one's self?
are memories supposed to be fake?
are troubles supposed to be only in the heart?
are questions not supposed to be asked?

i seek the answer to all my questions,
but i dun think they would come to me.
as all my troubles and problems are kept,
all in me.........

cry

2005-07-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

cry........

back!

2005-06-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

whoah! its one week and like so much had happened!
like my tag-board for example.....its flooded wif......
i ....dunnno? i mean some of them are basically....nonsense?..well maybe not?
oh well......dun wish ta talk much about it like about "gerr" the last time......
its like basically......wasting my time.....ok......maybe i shouldn't have said all tt.......

well....this is to "turned off" :

Dear "turned off"/"annon",

i don't know but when i see myself in the mirror, i don't see any pathetic soul...well...maybe you see that in your mirror but er....what i see is someone smillin back @ myself...someone...who is NOT pathetic! *gRiN =)

to "ppl":

Dear "ppl",

well....i dun really haf the time to delete old post....so yar....and it would delete automatically........i already set it ...! =)

to ";srh":

hey gurl! thnx! thnx a ton for helpin me say all tt ..thanx alot! haha...you are good! anyway thnx!=)

to "HEY!'

well.....so you know my whole name....well....looks like you know me...and ...btw...you sound like someone i know...haha......oh well.......*suspicion......and er....i wanted to reflect and er...found nth to reflect about... =)

to claire :

yup! i know! thnx anyway! =)

ok done! oh yar and to lu:

hi lu! haha.guess wad you say is right...im "abnormal'........in some kinda way.......haha...and....i lurve watchin movies too! haha......... ok anewaes........jus tell you im..................'abnormal'........=)

ok done!........

er ...know .........after all these smiley love letters.......im updating things happening so far.........

er.......having LD camp tmrw........(hope it wld b fun) and i haven packed my bag yet.......haha...er next....BAli had been quite nice! haha.......i lurve it when i went snorkling!!! i saw lots of corals and little fishies! and i also saw a school of angel fish!!! haha so fun! a pity my sis cldnt enjoy it...haha...she was too afraid tt the fish wld bite her so...she did not dare go in the sea..... well........i think tts abt it.. ....haha. .oh.....i still need to choose my clothes and all......sigh.......and pack my bag.... .........hmph......gtg now........so long! =)

PS: you notice this =) after every lurve letter? haha....smiles always!

air port!

2005-06-12T17:18:00.000+08:00

hey hey.....well....guess where i am? well apparantly in a place where........oh wells....
er........me in air port!! going bali soon! well ...........gtg now.............

holiday!!

2005-06-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

yay!! its the one and only, yearly, long awaited ..... JUNE HOLIDAYZ!!!
hehe...fun!! ok erm......me going bali erm next week.......wonder wad it
would be like!! anyway...im sooooo EXCITED!! hahahaha!! just lu-r-ve muaself!!
ok erm anewaez wads next?.........ok er....everything's kinda normal soo far....
i suppose..........well im not expecting much too and its not like im doing anything wierder or even more special nowadayz right? so.........ya......nth much.........juz tt i have not blogg for quite some time.....=D hehes! well...anewaez im er..updating now? which is er......nice?
haha ok........enough of some crap.....lets get down to business........

err.......wad abt business?

hahahah ........ok this is sooooo stupid!!! er........now im fellin happy
cozzzzzzz..................im just...... HAPPY
for no apparent reason i suppose.........haha...............just suddenly fell like bloggin so yah............
oh...............one thing i muz sae...........i HATE HOLIDAY HW!!!!!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really REALLY HATE em.............all of 'em..........
now i haf to do some stupid holiday hw. ......
somemore its some wierd chapters.............and its not only one or two but.. TONS!!!

well.........everything is cool about school holiday but i nono why i haf this wierd fellin that i wanna goo back to school...........wierd eh? guesss tts muaself............

anewaez...i guess i really miss the sch dayz...........well like mua friends? and truthfully.........i think i miss......my friends ...ALOt.........i miss jiemin's laughter....shanna's talks......sharrie's jokes....caralyn and myself's staring competition....christine's tired look........mak's crapps........and all.............sigh.........to think about it i really wanna go back to sch........
well....guess this saying is true..."absence makes hearts grow fonder..." ................

smth

2005-05-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

haven posted for quite some time liaoz.......

coz.me dad like banned me from the com........

sad.... ;'( ................sigh*

anewaez........erm posting nowz..

(listenin to= she's no you)

"if your heart is broken,

would you be able to glue it back?

if it is crashed could it still be fixed?

no matter how you fix or glue it,

the wound would forever be there...

so......do not...try to break it at all...

remember...................its fragile........."

(listenin to= beautiful soul)

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.-- "

quoted by Walter Winchell

sigh*......again......... -_-"

nth ezactly to rite abt...........

ok........write about yertadae.............

erm..........we ate pizza!!!

yumm!! hawaian and peperoni.........hmm......

not bad eh?

well.........we got it 4 acting well in the xi you ji thingy...

but i AM a real actual grp member! =)

zhang lao shi soooooooooo nice.....!!

well today.......erm nth much......

but me feeling kinda bad............

no good............ =(

but now not tt bad after thinking abt it...

im juz gettin angry over someone

who is not worth gettin angry over...........

tts not worth it.........

save my energy 4 others even betta...........

oh wells.........need to do zuo wen and stuff.........

gtg do soon.........and filin of eng lit. file......

haiz.....even skipped lunch to post........

kinda useless......... :{ ....... sighs*

oh wells...........go soon anewaez..........sign off.....me..

2005-05-07T10:01:00.000+08:00

wadeva.........i mean so u guys are siding wif "gerr" ?
oh well....i didn't expect you guys to side wif me either too....
and please....stop using "personal attacks" ........
its not as if im stopping you from talkin to me right?
you could talk to me as and when you like....
IM SOOO NOT STOPIN YOU........................................
so, if you wanna say anything bad or smth.........juz say it to me face to face..........
i would so not stop you........so please stop using my tag-board to say
smths to me which you won't say in front of me
i juz want this to get it straight. its not as if im sayin :
u betta not talk to me in front of me abt me or else...........
right? am i sayin it?
i really really HATE ...HATE these talkin not frm face to face
meanin through some other "weapons".....

and talkin abt me behind my back? well
i know without you even sayin anything..........
so..........please tell me if you find anything wrong wif me.........
i dun think tts so difficult or anything its soo fine wif me..................
so if u wanna tag, please at least write ur name...and better still,
TELL ME RIGHT TO MY FACE!
hate that kind of thing as if its sooo damn secretive....
so....if u guys think this whole thing is like so fun.....u cld juz continue..
i won't reALLY mind though....but juz tell me directly.....this is juz sooo....
different like everyone's REALLY changed...........all those around me..so what did
i do? of coz i changed too... to the kind of me now..........and i dun find anything wrong
wif it since ppl around me cld change.............why couldnt i?

"gerr"

2005-05-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

ok this message here now is mainly to

hi gerrr or whoeva you are........u shld b proudtt im writtin this to you
ok....i dun really wanna make a scene but since you feel like it...i think its
better for me to carry on.....ok......i couldn't b bothered to write a tag back coz i found it too troublesome and futhermore....i juz haf too much to say to you........(BE HONOURED)

ok 1st.....wad do you exactly mean by "sucky attitude" ? i wld really like a chat wif you and you tell me wad is the meanin..........coz.......i dun think i know.... (fake smile*)
next......(tsk.....you got almost everything for me to rebut.......ahh seem so much like Ld) ok back to my point....hmm........u were sayin tt i'll wait till my friends leave me alone then i regret? well...i haf two answs...so wad? does tt gotta do wif you and NExT i dun think i care too coz i've alwayz relied on myself but my friends are my "supporters(think so)" so even if they leave me alone....i won't really care...juz find some other friends whom i cld trust, care for and share my problems wif! thats it! SO SIMPLE! but nif my friends do tt...i think theres a gd reason and if i think that im not in the wrong then i wld do jus like wad i said earliler....
another thing badmouth ppl? wad do you mean by badmouth ppl........welll noone wld really mind UNLESS u are the "ppl" and anywaes am i badmouthing them? i dun think u even noe wad is the whole sitiuation so u too dun "badmouth" me and dun try to mess wif me.....
and pleaz.........anyone can use the blog for anything.......u think using blogs are only for "memories" but.........tts exactly DIFFERENT to me........diff. ppl haf diff. ways of thinkin.......

well......tts alll geRr................and pleaz if u wanna complain leave ur name........or tok to me face 2 face directly.....dun b so "childish' or "immature"...............so............there! i've said my piece and tts tt......and geRr one more thing..............try not to interfere wif other ppl's matters.......u dun even noe them.......(shrugg*) and.........actually why shld i botther telllin so much............i guess its juzz a waste of my time explainin things to you.........well.......guess you know everything now , immature and childish gErr.........

another

2005-04-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

erm....kaes....this is kinda abt friends AGAIN ........

actually not really....its more abt this actress.....

i suppose....*geez...(grin)..well i dun noe if tt "actress"

know shes acting or smth but ........

seriously .....i'm not saying that the actress ___or wadeva

but i mean ....haiz....sme ppl juz act too well.........

"juz to let u know, i'm not tt petty"

"wadeva"...i mean she says shes not tt "petty" but then

goes around telling....thinkin i dunt know anything abt it...

but i know....i haf eyes and ears too y'know......

anewaez...tt actress is sure much more betta then me ........

i admit ....i act but im not as gd compared to her....

anewaez........now im juz complaining abt tt ........

seriously...im soooo mad ...kinda but im TRYING to

keep all those to myself.....

im sooooo sick...i mean ..no one does 'understand' me....

everyone kinda look at the happy side of me which i alwayz

put up tt they forgotten that i haf another side...

the dark.. lonely , petty side.......

sometimes.....i really wannna make others and myself happy .....

shouting "good morning" & trying to cheer others up......sighs...

coz..in the end....therez alwayz someone out to spoil my mood 4 e rest of e day...

making my day gloomy again.......sighs

wad?

2005-04-24T14:04:00.000+08:00

erm..........im not deleting the previous post but its not 4 everyone to see

also it dosen't mean its 4 everyone to say "i suck"

its just there not 4 complains but as memories...........

throughout friendship, there are always thick and thin........

everything just dosen't sail smoothly

so.......i decided tt the post shld stay.........coz....its like

smth which is etched in my heart.......forever there..........

and nth can change it............though there are also sweet

memories......it would never change the effect

it laid on me........

ok! enough abt tt too........erm.........UPDATES:

- i went to the dentist again and tightened my braces....( that hurts)

- erm....i went to jm's hse to find out i dunt haf to do anything at all........

and the atmosphere there is REALLY "cold"

- erm.......watched " the sound of music" really nice!!! (juz found

out that its the 14th concert i watched)

- realized i haven done my HW.......

- realized i drank my brother's urine........

haha ...so the last "update" was false and ya.....the rest are TRUE...

so ...wad do you think of me? and my updates? actually

i don't really care wad others think..whether i suck or wad......

i just think tt my life kinda rules and note to whoever

is reading this..... : wad others tell you is not always right

even though they are your friends.....believe and listen to yourself......

damn it?

2005-04-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

PISSED! again....i mean yar...everytime i write im always...

PISSED!

this is like sooooooooo i dunno pissy?

the environment too......

i dunno about everything else like how others

would think about me buut yar...tts e way i am

i mean i WAS NOT tt "petty" but

funnily or wierdly....i suddenly became soooooo petty...

like nowadayz......i think the friendly...happy goin kaili

is now gone .....only i am left...the one whose heart is as hard as stone

and the one who is sooooo "petty"

ok...i tried to NOT let this matter spoil my mood

both for today and tommorrow....

its like why couldn't they just think twice b4 acting?

its juz.....very IMMATURE to fight over things like this

u may also say..."immature!? hello~ look who's being immature"

ya....but i may look so immature ezactly like a child but

thats not the "me" inside.....

inside...im TOTALLY different so....
DO NOT treat me the way you think i you could coz

when i think of you,....that is the way im gonna view you....a _____.

heyys! again

2005-04-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

erm.. hellos again...haha..NOT FUNNY
hahaz...tts wad jiemin kept telling me online....
kinda funny but i haf no idea too why i laugh 4 no reason.....
wierd huh?...hahaz...there i go again
erm.. things settled down already...
haha...really properlly..........
erm.......kinda irritating...i dunnoe why but.......
i kinda HATE! this teacher in sch.....i mean....
shes SOOO BIASED!! she only likes whom she thinks
are "smart".............YUCKS!

erm.....this issue link me back to nerds again.........
there are COUNTLESS of em in our sch..........
NERDS>>>>
i mean everywhere you turn u see them.....
hahas.........lucky im not one of em..........
oneday........this person (who is a nerd) ask me:
how do you know who is a nerd and who is not?
i was like " aren't u, the one standing next to me is one?"
haha!! sometimes things/ life could be REALLY funny.......

erm.....kinda bored but also haf COUNTLESS of HW.........
sighs....gtg anewaez....signing off....kaili

...

2005-04-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

erm........kaes...........now everything is over.......i think........
for now? coz.........i haf tis strange feelling tt its not.........smth like tt
anewaaez......now em........in library.........kinda bored searching for
wayang kulit..............the story and how its made and stuff...........................
bored......AGAIN! still bored..... need to go in like 2 more minutes............

oh......em......anewaez..........back to normal again...........................
..................................................................................................................i guess....

just VENTING my anger....

2005-04-07T18:00:00.000+08:00

em....today...i got kina angry?
i mean.....pissed off.......i mean its like damn irritating when
someone turned completely different and dosen't know anything
about it? ..of coz i would get pissed off.....its sooooooo damn annoying..
i mean...juz think about it.........would you like that?
and furthermore....there's like kinda 'secret telling thing' about u........
i dun think u would b 'please' if tt kinda thing happen.......

okae.i guess i already had enough of it.............dun wanna say anything anemore..
some ppl r juz so annoying, bitchy and irritating.......

2005-04-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

i was like.surfin the net when i came to this pic...........
funny though..........[its kinda rude.......]
okaes.......i todae have nth much to say except that i
could not create anymore poems........[i haf this file
where i place all my poems].........this is one i found.... :

Friends

One day when you feel alone
Remember i'm at the end of a phone
I love you loads
And that must show
I want to let all the world to no
I have a friend, that is you
I love you for all you do
Your face so sweet and your heart so gentle
Keeping me together when i'm going mental
Telling me you love me and that you hold me tight
Being there for me even in the night
Thank you friend you mean a lot to me
Maybe now you'll see
How much you mean to me

em........i also another another one.....:

RAINBOWS
If I could catch a rainbow

I would do it just for you

.And share with you it's beauty

On the days you're feeling blue

.If I could build a mountain

You could call your very own.

A place to find serenity

A place to be alone.

If I could take your troubles

I would toss them in the sea.

But all these things I'm finding

are impossible for me,

I cannot build a mountain

Or catch a rainbow fair

But let me be...what I know best,

a friend that's always there.

got no more liaoz...........and besides..gtg........see ya...blogger.............

:P

2005-03-30T16:17:00.000+08:00

haiz........
so sick todae.........
TIRED!!! anewae..new update.......
em....... im goin jiemin hse sleepover on next next saturdae!!!
so excitin!!!
BUT..

so sad .....shanna couldn't make it.......
she got sao mu........
her 'qing ming' or smth......... ;(
so sad.....actually we already planned like the next dae we r gonna
do stuff like watchin movie? .........
we even thought of goin swimming lorz!!! so sad.......shanna couldn't make it..
;( ......sniffs*

sad.......... :^(pouts*)
i dun care i wan her to go!!! (actually..)
anewae.. . check this out.....
this is a nice fanfic!! [jiemin introduced it to me]

http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/Raw/

er.........nth to say liaoz...............
okae now need to go do work.........
need to file D&T..........

WAIT!!!

i also got bad news..........
i am like so shocked when i heard that im suppose to
read my folktale [representing my class] for the best
folktale teller in sec 1.........
that is sooooooooo .........................................
i mean like.. how to remember the story...???
its like so damn long!!!!
i would take hours preparing it.......
PLEAZ!!! PLEAZ tell me ....WAD SHOULD I DO???????

anewaez.............need to go liaoz.....

so long.......... bb

...

2005-03-29T15:02:00.001+08:00

ello? ......i mean wad does hello means? i noe u would say ..oh ...its a form of sayin hi...
then.....wad is hi? wad does it mean......[this is lame but a teacher asked this] ?????

enough about that ....... anewaez.......now shanna, jiemin & sharrie @ my hse......
doin the stupid sun wukong thingy [AGAIN] !!! they r writting the script [AGAIN ...as
someone........ 'misplaced' it...].......actually that someone is that big mouth jiemin.......
:p ..she ....haiz dun tok aready larx..

eh....jiemin n shanna now laughin like dunno wad 'xiao gina' ........lol
now they zai 'tan qing shuo ai'..........tokin about whose hse ppl sleep b4...
haiz........

anewaez..... sharrie bery............ she now talkin to them.......
she also now staring @ the monitor........
now they tokin about 'bastards'..............

haiz.........they r juz my friends......

wad r....

2005-03-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

okae....horrible...i suppose......
i mean like gettin pissed off with frienz.....and that kinda stuff....
it is really......not nice...i mean .....[kaes i dun wanna talk about it anemore]

anewaez...went jiemin's house yesterdae..(though its good fridae)
we did our chinese.. the sun wukong thingy....
it was like so relaxed @ the start but towards the end...
we [ i think ] were rushing...

i had a curfew!!!!! believe it or not!!!!
all thanx to my fabulous knowledge of maths...
now i had a curfew even when goin my friends' house to do projects.. ain't
it juz.. perfect??.......... anewaez... i find tt there are lots of problems wif friends
especially when u r close wif them....

FRIENDS ( made this world myself)
friends...have u really wondered who r they...
friends... have u really thought of wad they could do to you..
friends...have u really understood how they feel...
friends....have u really know wad they are thinking about right now...

some may be here to help you...
some may be here to harm you...
some may be here to know you..
some are simply juz.... well friends....

but ...u may have friends but remember...
the only one no matter wad u could perfectly trust is not them...
is not ur parents but ...yourself..as your world is made by yourself..

this poem...made by me... ;D

blah blah

2005-03-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

todae.. hm.. okae.. this is the first time i actually
really..REALLY know wads hate this year.. i suppose..anewaez.. we had debate todae...which has as usual.. lots of talkin...BOO!!!

okay .. anewaez.. its a really..how do i sae... a bad day? perhaps
but i think i'll use another word like.. HORRIBLE? and lets see more into the debate... first of all.. SOMEONE really couldn't stop... blahin all her rubish out.. which pratically dun make any sense... >> some ppl..

and the 'other "team" ' is such a.. well wad should i sae.. sore loser?
i mean like they could blah out all their shit but ... they.. (im struck ..speechless)...

i sae they are: *)^^*(OYUKUhyuj,yI*&^&I^(^08jknJGjyr573425265)(_))+_(98-&(%6546wt4gh2grk!!!!

they pratically are sooo...'cool' that they became.. well: CHILDISH?

wors to describe them.. lots : juz checl in dictionary and find alll the negative..
SIMPLE.... one important word..

I.

D.

I.

O.

T.

!!!!!

hellos...

2005-03-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

hellos.. new bloggie... nice..
like it?
haha
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuussssssss bored... no one talkin 2 me online...
so sad.. :( anewaez.... jus created tis bloggie.. need to find more links... kaes... BYEZ........!!! :D

big time...

2005-03-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

heyys.. ?
haha...